Too Many Nights
Too many nights spent crying myself to sleep.
Too many nights spending the night away from you in the other Room or on the couch.
Too many nights that my love was wasted.
Too many nights that my love was unseen.
Too many nights that you drink yourself into oblivion as I sat there and watched.
Too many nights I was called name after name because you were too drunk to remember.
Too many nights of my life spent trying to fix something that I didn't know could be fixed.
Too many nights that I called or texted my friends crying in pain because my heart was breaking.
Too many nights that we spent fighting over nothing.
Too many nights that I saw myself give in to your whim.
Too many nights that I let you rule me and tell me that I wasn't good enough.
Hours wasted.
Love wasted.
I just wanted you to tell me that you loved me!
I just wanted you to tell me that you missed me!
There were too many nights that all I wanted you to tell me was that it was going to be OK...
Too many nights that I felt that you loved your addiction.. more than me.
Your addiction which took hold of you... that you believed wasn't there.
Too many nights
Posted Dec 4, 2021, 3:46 PM UTC