2 more fucking years.

This is my second r/love post, and about the same person -.-'

So, 2 years ago, I started high school. In my high school, you're always in the same class (you don't choose your subjects).

When my class got a seating plan, I had to sit with this guy who's completely different from me. In fact, so different that it annoyed me as hell. He's the type of people I hated back then. We don't listen to the same music, yet he kept sending me songs. Love songs. A few months later, I started liking him. Few months after that, I told a few people, and they told me he feels something too. "It shows" . So I told him. And got classzoned. He told me he doesn't want to date someone from the same class. So I let it all go. Met other guys, and talked to my friends about them, in front of him. And everytime I did, it would look like he doesn't like it, like he's keeping everything inside him. His best friend even told me to stop doing that, that he can't look at him when he's like this.

A year later, I'm applying for another school. The story above isn't the reason, but it would deffinetly be a plus xD I hoped that, if I get in, I wouldn't have to look at him anymore, knowing that nothing's ever going to happen. He even told me that the school is lucky if I get in, but that I'm better off in this class. I was in an interview for the school today, and it didn't go as I expected. I don't think they'll call me. And that means 2 more years of high school, in this class, with this guy. I know there's a chance that I'll like someone else, but the thing is, even when I do like someone, I can't stop feeling something for this guy here. And when there's a chance for another relationship, the thing that always comes to my mind is "wow great, now :the name of the class guy: will be jealous" . There's a bit flirting from his side, but I know that if I told him again, he would tell me the same thing and I would just embarass myself.

I don't know what kind of advice I'm expecting from you guys... maybe just an opinion... so knock yourself out xD