Recently came out to a few people, just me ranting about what I have learned in the last week.

Back story: 19 tear old male, I just came out as gay to some close friends. Since that time I have learned more about myself than I could ever imagine.

First, I was raised in a very religious home(dad is a minister) so I knew that I had to like women or go to hell. I started to realize that any lady lust that I had was forced and I would never be able to love a woman. I then accepted that I was gay and things became instantly clear. Because I had taught myself to love women my brain saw all women as potential mates. This aroused confusion when guys showed that they only liked some girls. After coming out to only a few people I saw no women as potential mates and I could see some men as potential. It was amazing. Where I used to be cold and numb I am now filled with joy and love.

I then read a letter to Louise and watched for the Bible tells me so. These opened up my mind. Everyone should go view them. That's about it. Thanks for reading if you did. Still a long way for me to go in life. None of my family knows. They are all very religious and I do not believe in God.