HI

SW has been a very good place to blow off stem, but lately i don't have time to write you guys, girls.

All i think about is how can I die, hundreds and thunderous ways of dying, also i had been cursing myself just to die i want to jump from the bridge and get over it, but I cant leave the once who I love.

Maybe some day pain will stop and i could see the light again until that day I will be here writing to you guys and helping others as you do.

I just want to say how much good you are doing you guys saved me once and you never stooped trying to quit on me, well you gave me the feeling of belonging . I will join you and by helping others i will help myself.

Thank you.