My ex-boyfriend died last week.

He got shot on St. Patrick's Day. Nobody is sure if it was intentional or a stupid accident but, he got shot in the face and died. I haven't talked to him in about a year but he was one of the kindest, sweetest people I've ever known and a lot of people knew and loved him and this is tearing me up. He was 18 years old. I just felt like if I said something it might make me feel a little better because there isn't anyone I can really talk about this with.