Just another weekend :(

My son is at his friend's all weekend, which is fine because that's what teenagers do. I have two friends, one who is too busy for me and the other who is furiously depressed and determined to take everyone down with him so we're growing apart at a very fast rate. I don't have family connections.

I have been single for two years and I like my autonomy but I'm finally at the point where I'm lonely. I go about my life like normal - museum exhibits, art showings - but no one talks to me in a friendly way and I haven't been asked out in years. This is really starting to kill my self esteem. I'm starting to wonder if I'm just atrociously bad looking or something.

Does anyone else experience this? Sorry to be a Debbie Downer. I just feel really depressed and needed to vent.