Reddit, WTF is with this? Romantic/Drama BS - Opinions welcome.

Hey, this is probably going to be on the long side but I am pretty lost for words at what just happened to me.

Shitty Backstory: OK, so I am a 16 year old, shy, unfit, geeky, FA you know, the usual shit. So the september before last I get severe depression, by December I am out of school with one suicide attempt under my belt. Long story short, I end up in an adolescent psychiatric unit. I've always been FA, and always been keeping an eye open for girls, so as you can guess I dont know any. So now that I'm in hospital not gicing a shit about life, I meet this girl, lets call her S. So I'm still not interested in life, when me and S are sitting in 'The Chill Out Room' by ourselves being bored and depressed. I can't for the life of me remember how it happened, it's sort of a blur, but theres a spark in the air and suddenly she leans in and kisses me. Obviously, I am taken a fucking back. I am like, wait wtf just happened etc etc. So me and S get close over the weeks. Its the first relationship either of us have been in. Obviously, I dont expect it to last when we are out because we live 30 km away from eachother. I end up rage quitting the hospital still feeling shit, dont keep in contact at all because I'm still pretty suicidal.

Fast forward 8 months. I'm still not in school, but I friended the people I met from the hospital on Facebook. This is me beginning to open up/socialize. I'm also know longer suicidal and my depression is much better, I still dont do much during the day and very little motivation but its ok. I start talking to S again, and its nice, we get on and we both aren't expecting anything, we are just happy.

Fast forward 3 months (1 month ago now) - S and I decide to meet up cus hey, fuck it, it'll be awesome. At this stage I have started making progress with my depression faster, I am getting a handle on negative thoughts and my moods are balancing out. We can only see each other at the weekends because of the distance. So I go see her in her house the next weekend, thinking, by going 30km to see her, I'm serious about being with her. We both really get on at this stage and everything is looking up, I've got a good feeling about this. So I ask her to be my gf and she says yes. I am : D . Now, the next two weekends she's sick....

Present: She was meant to come over to my house today. She cancelled my messaging me on FB cus her phone didnt have credit. She said something about how something came up and her mother had to work. Naturally, I'm a bit pissed off, but I contain it. Over the weeks I havent really thought it was going to work out, as she didnt seem to bothered talking to me during the week. Also note, I started going to the gym and have started feeling WAY better, my depression is getting a LOT better and I am SOOOO fucking glad. Its been a pain in the ass and has ruined my life, but things are looking up. Now here where it goes awry. She messages me later in the evening to explain. Apparently her mother spoke with a psychiatrist and came to the conclusion I cant see her daughter anymore because of all the negative impacts my depression will have on her daughter. Now, at the same time as me being able to understand this.....WT FLYING FUCK?!! ARE U FUCKING SERIOUS?! ...ok ppfftt thats out of my system...lets analyze this logically. I understand her mothers motives, they are justified. My argument would be the lack of knowledge she currently has of my situation, or my degree of care for her daughter I have. Instead of enquiring these things, she denies her daughter any contact with me and doesnt even attempt dialogue. Personally, I see this as her easiest way out, the one which inconveniences her the least, while having a lot more negative emotional impact on her daughter than she could have had if she had just discussed it with me. Can SOMEONE please explain this to me?! its 2:35AM here and I can't sleep because I just realized. After all the shit life has put me through, I lose the person I have liked most BECAUSE OF FUCKING DEPRESSION. WTF?! I am being dumped because I am a depressive -_- ...Please also note this girl is sweet, she doesnt have a rebellious bone in her body, and there really isnt anything she could do :/ I'd also like to note her daughter was in there for depression too. S mentioned things like I may be her emotional baggage or manipulative and stuff but...I am not a confident person, I am always trying to improve, I try to treat people how I want to be treated, and I care for this girl, she's my first crush I guess. I dont want to make her unhappy.

Also in relation to my depression I am down to seeing a psychiatrist once a week now. I know I probably still sound bad, but everything was going so fucking great up until this. I basically think there's you know, set backs, then there's taking a fucking atom bomb to a 12 mile radius of the site, and then turning it into a massive cesspit.

So I accepted all this utter bs, and now it just hit me how WTF this situation is.

If anyone could shed light on this I would REALLY REALLY appreciate it. Thanks for reading.

TL:DR Dumped because girlfriend isnt allowed see me because I'm clinically depressed