So I really don't know what the hell I'm doing...

First of all: Hi everyone! This is my first text post :)

So I've known I was into girls since I was fourteen, that I was gay since I was fifteen, came out to most of my friends when I was sixteen and seventeen and I've been out to my parents (and therefore not really concerned so much with anyone else) since I was eighteen (about a year ago). The big problem is that I've never had a girlfriend. Or a boyfriend. Or been kissed. Or anything. It is super pathetic.

I tried to meet people in my school's LGBT organization, but everyone there seemed so much... ahead of me? that it just felt super awkward. Plus, all of my friends are straight, and I'm an epic derp on OKCupid. I live in a major, pretty gay city, so what the hell am I doing wrong? I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but it's sometimes super annoying hanging out with my straight female friends and my (gay and straight) guy friends hearing them talk about their prospects.

Sorry, this is basically ranting now.