My egg might be reforming

A keep having worries about not being trans, and being cis. I want to be a girl but part of me feels like I might be a femboy. Though these thoughts make me feel a bit like shit . I don’t get too upset nor dysphoric most of the time when I’m misgendered. I just wanna be girl. Part of me worried because I didn’t show to many signs of being trans beforehand I’m not trans.