Im 29 and im losing my 31yo mother of my 12 month old baby due to cancer

My wife has Neuro endocrine carcinoma. Stage 4. This is one of the most aggresive cancers there is. She has it in her cervix and after our baby she had regular checkups, there was nothing there. We found out 5 weeks ago because she kept bleeding down there and she couldnt sit or stand anymore due to too much pain. Out of nowhere the cancer tumor was there. It was big and it grows real fast.

My wife will be gone soon. My whole life is a NIGHTMARE. I know her for 9 years, been married for 8 years. We just bought our dreamhouse with plans of making a second child.

Every second of my life is a nightmare, it feels so surreal this all is happening. She is the sweetest girl i ever met.

Dont know why i posted this here.