In a funk..

I’m fat. My sister and my mom bought me clothes for Christmas and I feel horrible about my body in them. I don’t feel sexy or confident - I feel even more fat and boated and like a balloon... my mom says I need to have more ‘color’ and my sister told me that I should have some going out clothes but I don’t like them. I feel awful. And now I’m crying and reminded of how much weight I’ve gained and how flabby and terrible I look...