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The only thing i can get out of this is that i'm getting into the military in 2 weeks. I don't claim this to be a solution but at least will give me an opportunity in life. Is only 4 years long, and for now i'm planning on finishing it and then going back to my country... If i don't give everything up and go back right now.

I'm not having a good time. Luckily my family is super supportive and keeps encouraging me to stay and give myself a chance.

I miss you, valen. I miss you a lot