1 month clean!

I posted a few weeks back saying I was gonna try to stay clean after 7/8 years of not trying, and I somehow made it to the 1 month mark! I don’t think I’ve ever gone this long with the intent of staying clean or on purpose. I feel mixed feelings on how I’m doing and if I feel like I won’t relapse since a small part of me feels that I will but I’m just going to try to keep going, hopefully I can make it to 2 months! Feels really far away and like an unreachable goal but whatever I hope I can reach it.