Finding it hard to get back into D&D…

To give a bit of background, I had DM’d for almost a year, beginning with a random 1e (Basic) starter box with three friends (red), and then completely jumping to 5e with a larger group of friends.

At some point during a campaign, I completely lost my motivation, and it started to feel like work. I was having fun, but prep for the next session was so draining. Trying to make a new campaign felt the same.

Even as a player, I feel eh.

I just thought I’d share? Its just been bothering me for a while, especially since I basically told my group of friends I wouldn’t be DM’ing for them, as I had lost motivation.

I really want to come back, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. Maybe I feel guilt? I’m not sure

Edit: I should mention I’m new to Reddit, and I apologize if I put this post in the wrong category.