Ok so I was like 12. I've had really bad mental health since I was little my abusive dad etc we eventually left and moved country that was hard enough then the bullying every fucking day at school. So 12 years old eventually had enough. I got up at 3:48 at night and tried to drink bleach. Still have burns in my mouth. I thought of my mum finding my body the next morning. I spat it out poured the rest down the toilet and went back to bed. About a week later my stepdad was grilling me and I broke down and told him what happened. He said and I quote. "That was a waste of bleach wasn't it" I just stopped crying. Stunned. I didn't cry again for years until I met my now gf and she's helping me finally open up. In fact were moving in this year. First house. New country. Fresh start.
It did not ex left me I cancelled my visa list all my money because of the t&c dad came back to scare my mum he ran before I could catch him. Got court in two months because I was assaulted and had my head split open. Fuck 2022
Ok so I was like 12. I've had really bad mental health since I was little my abusive dad etc we eventually left and moved country that was hard enough then the bullying every fucking day at school. So 12 years old eventually had enough. I got up at 3:48 at night and tried to drink bleach. Still have burns in my mouth. I thought of my mum finding my body the next morning. I spat it out poured the rest down the toilet and went back to bed. About a week later my stepdad was grilling me and I broke down and told him what happened. He said and I quote. "That was a waste of bleach wasn't it" I just stopped crying. Stunned. I didn't cry again for years until I met my now gf and she's helping me finally open up. In fact were moving in this year. First house. New country. Fresh start.
Wow, I'm so sorry for that interaction with your stepfather. And congratulations for your fresh start, good luck on this.
It's still a couple months away saving every penny I have. Only £149 away from a visa ☺️
That's great, dude, I hope everything work out for you.
It did not ex left me I cancelled my visa list all my money because of the t&c dad came back to scare my mum he ran before I could catch him. Got court in two months because I was assaulted and had my head split open. Fuck 2022