Obsession Vs The Real World

I knew that I tended to go limerent when I was depressed, classic escape mechanism for my brain.

What I hadn't realised is that it also applies when I have a lot going on, and have big decisions to make. Positive decisions, and good things going on. But I'm overwhelmed.

And thus enters obsessive type thinking and behaviours. I don't think it's even self-sabotage. But it's really not helping things either.

It's like my brain is sticking its fingers in its ears and going "lalalala" at me. I don't need this right now 😔! I need my brain on board.