Samirah (spelling might be off) Originally from Virginia and Last Lived in Texas AFAIK (spiritual person into Astrology and Crystals)

This is a long shot but I'm hoping you've been having dreams lately where I've been trying to find you thus hopefully leading you to start looking for me as well. My old email addresses, I used to talk to you through initially, I've been locked out of and can't regain access. I did computer repair and we were/are both very spiritual and into crystals, meditation, etc. You were specifically into astrology and really skilled at doing all the advanced charts, etc. You also spoke pretty fluently in German. Your mother lived in NJ and you would drive up to visit her once in a while. The one time you did, you also took a few hour drive up to visit with me in the Catskill Mountains of NY state and spent the night. We were up pretty much the majority of the night talking. I gave you one of my crystals. I had a little cabin room above the cellar between my mother's house and my grandfather's house. We hung out outside the room on my little porch underneath the pine trees.

We talked for over 24 hours straight I think the first time we spoke on the phone or pretty close to it. We hit it right off. I remember having to keep switching out one cordless handset with another every time the phone started to die again.

My father passed away in 2009, not long before our last conversation and I was dealing with a lot of depression and emotions; understandably so. I was always into c0nspiracy the0ries growing up and believed a lot of them were most likely true. You had recently gotten together with a guy who was also into that stuff and I think it was the first time we talked on the phone since my father had passed and you were warning me about how the g0vernment had ordered in millions of coffins and was planning on killing off millions of us. At the time it was too much for me to handle. My father always believed in the g0v and for the most part thought that the negative aspects of it mainly was due to people abusing the system. I think you can understand that as your father actually worked for the g0v as a subcontractor, I believe. Something to do with dealing with the s@tellite systems. So more than likely he was probably somewhat similar to my father in those beliefs.

I ended up telling you that I thought that sounded a bit outrageous and that I couldn't believe they'd kill us off in such large numbers as I thought they'd value us more as t@x payers and that it just didn't make sense. I know you were coming from a good place in that you thought you were trying to help and warn me but I hope looking back on it and now that we're both much older that you can understand that it wasn't the right time to talk about it. My father was my one and only rock in my world and I had just lost him. Then you were telling me on top of losing my whole world as I knew it that the g0v was gonna start taking us out and it was just too much to handle. I found out years later that I'm an INFJ MBTI type which should help further explain why it was too much overload as INFJ's tend to piece together their whole perception of the world in our minds and new information that conflicts with current beliefs ends up requiring complete restructuring of all other beliefs.

We ended up getting into a heated argument over the last phone call in which we actually ended up cursing each other out and eventually hanging up. We never spoke again. I was very disappointed, shocked, saddened, and very regretful that we both let our emotions get the better of us and ruin what had, up until that point, been a very deeply connected friendship.

Last I knew you had moved to Texas and were working a customer support job for Sears dealing with warranty issues. Anyway, if you see this please reach out to me. I hope you're still alive and I hope you're doing well. I miss my companion of the night!