I might love the military

I’ve obviously had a few bad days, sure. Had a deployment to Kuwait, went to NTC, only been three years in the guard. But fuck, despite how much I wanted to blow my brains out, they are memories. Cherished, forever locked away in my mind. My job now is asshole. I can deceive myself and say it’s worth the discipline for the money, but FuCk ThAt. It’s just interesting to admit to myself considering how much I shit on it because I feel expected to since everyone else does. +the government. What do you guys actually think of the military? Like I see and say everyday, greatest and worst thing I’ve ever done.