Vent: I told my gf

I had told my gf ( ex now) what happened. She begged me for a year. I told her since it was straining our relationship and because it really hurt that i had never told anyone. At first she was supportive and understanding. But now that we’re arguing (she wants us to live together), she thinks I’m lying about everything. Now she’s acting like i knew the guy wanted sex and that I wanted it to happen. She even gets an attitude cause she thinks I’m cheating when I’m hanging out with guys (girls too) and i don’t even like men. I’ve also never cheated before.

It’s frustrating that 1 night continues to damage so much of my life. I wish he would’ve just listened when I said no or that i never met him in the first place.