Preparing for NC

But for real this time. This is breakup number three and we’ve been living in a small studio, broken up, for a month. He doesn’t know I’m leaving. I plan to also block him. We were supposed to be thousands of miles apart starting next month, but we’re both going to the same state. Last time, I used NC to make him miss me. It worked. I regret it. I have to stay strong. I don’t still actually like him. But I know I’ll feel lonely and I know he’ll always make time for me. I need to cut the cord and move on.