bf and I finally broke up

Finally broke up with my bf, I've asked for advice about the relationship from time to time and I think from the last post it was just too much to ignore. He never even apologized when I brought up how I felt disrespected as his partner and he kept throwing it back that I made him feel like a shitty boyfriend. I'm by no means perfect, but Ive been in a great, loving and caring relationship in the past (broke up because he was married, they both have bfs on the side, but I wanted to explore other possibilities), and it showed me what I really do value and want from my partner. I think I have low self-esteem and depression and that makes things harder on the relationship, but I also deserve someone who will take interest and connect on an emotional level.

Overall I'm happy with where things are and I'm excited to fuck around and be single. I'm going back to fucking every day within the tristate area, and if love find me then idk her (jk but I am excited about being single again, and just finding myself outside of a relationship since it's been almost 6 years)