TW: Vent.

Everything hurts right now. I’m failing school and I hate everything. My stupid sister is being such a fucking dick, I hate her so much. My family is in a poor financial situation, and our water heater bill isn’t payed because my family is too poor. The only time I can get a good meal and a normal shower/bath is when I’m at my dads. I have a sore throat and I can’t stop fucking coughing. I’m bullied at school for my smell. I never want to go there again. I just want to cry. I can’t even talk to my counselors because they’re gonna tell my parents. I can’t tell my parents because they’ll get too worried. I grew up with the stupid internet at a young age and now I’m hypers3xu@l. Or at least I think that’s what it is. It might just be a stupid p0rn addiction, idk. My other relatives suck or I can’t really talk to them much. I’ve even tried to runaway before but got caught. But then I tried to runaway with another friend but he got his stupid phone taken away let me cry let me cry. All of my friends seem to hate me. I fucking stim a lot because I’m autistic, and one of my friends made fun of me TWICE for it. He even said at one point “I heard your partners in (certain class that we have together) said you were annoying. And I agree with them.” I fucking I wanna cry so badly but I’ll just make a fool out of myself. And I really hate crying in front of my sister now because she always called me a “crybaby” and stupid shit. I just want to fucking km$. I know both of my siblings have reddit so I made this account nothing like me but I needed to rant about this. I’m sorry for posting this I’m sorry