I'm really messed up Tonight.

I lost my dad two weeks ago and I am having a really hard time. He was my best friend, and I know that is common, but he was my only friend. Literally, now that he is gone. I don't get calls, I don't get rando texts, nothing. I am officially no longer important to anyone but myself. My mom is gone, my grandparents on both sides are also gone, and I have no siblings. It is really heavy to navigate through my world right now. I heard a new song by his favorite band today, and I wept. Wish things were different, I guess I'm just lost guys. & I hate not knowing how to feel.