I (22F) enjoy practicing my blow job skills on my toys.

I gave my first ever blow job when I was 16, it was really weird and I had just started finding my attraction to men (I'm bi-sexual, and have dated/loved girls way before guys). Anyways, he said he liked it and I did too..but I just didn't know how to go about learning because he wasn't very communicative when it came to his sexual wants and needs. Fast forward to when I was 18 and had officially felt comfortable sleeping with a guy and lost my virginity with men. Again..another guy who just didn't want to communicate so when it came time for me to give him head..I had to wing it. He didn't moan much or even give me much of a physical response that he was enjoying it (other than being hard). That definitely ruined my confidence lmao..I started getting into owning toys and practicing on them. I'm 22 now and finally hooking up with a guy who can communicate ..but I still enjoy practicing my skills on my favorite purple dildo (7.5inches). I like watching amateur/homemade porn and practicing that way..its even better when I can take the skills I've learned to my partners.

. I've learned to start training my own gag reflex this way without someone shoving my head down and ruining my confidence.