It's been 16 days...

I'm not one to reach out but I am starting to lose hope. I haven't had kratom in 16 days and I almost wish I was back at day 3-6. I haven't been able to get more than 4 hours of sleep in the past 10 days. When I do sleep the dreams are so intense I wish I was awake. When I am awake all I want to do is sleep but my body hurts so bad I can't relax. I apologize for sounding so weak but I am starting to run out of energy. I have someone who depends on me for everything and I can barely take care of myself at this point. This is a post both for me to vent my frustrations and reach out hoping someone else has the same experience and can offer some guidance. I appreciate everyone here. If not for this group I would not be where I am today