I think I’m going to go on a date.. what do you guys think?

Hey guys! I’m about 90 days no contact. Though it’s technically erased because he texted and apologized and I just said “Thank you”. So I don’t know if that means I broke it or not. But it did give me closure and I don’t regret that.

Well… I met this guy. And he’s super sweet. He asked me on a date. I think I’m ready.

He is looking for a longterm relationship, and tbh, so am I. But I don’t know if I’m ready for that in this very moment. As I just cried about my ex the other day. I didn’t cry because I miss him. I didn’t cry because I still love him. I don’t feel those things at all. I cried because I’m traumatized. But that’s the point, he still takes up some of my thoughts. I am moving on, and I am pretty much over him, but I’m not over the situation and everything he’s done to me if that makes sense.

That’s why I’m hesitant. But one date with this guy won’t hurt right? He is aware that I just got out of a relationship back in January. And he is aware of specifics and how I feel emotionally about all of it still.

And no, this isn’t a rebound. I actually really like this guy. At first, ya know, I downloaded tinder to rebound, not even that, get validation… lol. But then I met this guy and we just clicked. I was not planning for this to happen. We’ve been talking for almost two weeks now. And the more we talk, idk, the more I like him.

Idk.. what do you guys think? Should I wait a little longer? Or should I go for it?