Ex came back

Broke up a year ago and I immediately went NC. I was heart broken and in a deep depression because she immediately monkey branched as soon as we broke up. There were a few instances in between when she wanted to rekindle but they all fell short and as much as I loved her. Mentally, I was not there to be friends or get back together with her. Anyway, long story short, I reached out to her after a break up (1 year) and NC (5 months). About a family issue, and this sparked conversations between us. We have been talking constantly and I have realized that I am no longer crazy about her like I was before. So, it’s making me talk to her easy.