Im jealous of non aro/ace people

I have some friends I like to hang around with and when dealing with group projects, most if not all they talk about is them havhing crushes and boyfriends. In a way, I feel as if I'm missing out on a lot.

I have a few classmates who bring up my "crush" in primary school as well. I've told her to stop, because I was only trying to fit in, but they don't believe me! It's been a struggle. All they talk about is love and I'm out here trying my hardest to even make good friends!

sorry for venting a bit lol