Taking Loads Fetish (in a relationships)

I wanted to make this post because I don't know if what I've found is unique to my situation or if this is a fetish that some couples engage in.

I have a huge fetish of taking loads as you can tell by the title. However, I have never really acted on this fetish too much in my life. I mean here and there, I would go to a bathhouse and have sex with a few people, but for the most part, I either was in FWB or in relationships. Now though, I am in a serious relationship where my partner and I have sex. Sometimes, we do have a friend who we mess around with, but he's kinda the only one.

I also recently told my bf about my fetish, and he kinda knew a little bit about it as I didn't necessary close all the porn tabs on our shared iPad. So as a result, he came up with an experience for us to try.

Since I mostly bottom in our relationship, the idea was that I would be blindfolded (kinda simulating the whole anon loads) and be on all fours in bed. Then my partner would use different sized dildoes and special ass toys (he still has not shown them to me and says "it's more real when you don't know").

From what I can tell, there are about 4-5 different types. He uses that to fuck me and goes from one to the next and so on. However, he tries to simulate the loads by using a blunt syringe (no needle attached to it but it has a big snout) to pump in fake cum inside me after about 6-7 minutes of each dildo and sex toy. He also simulates the whole thing like the real experience by going really fast just before climax and then removed the toy and inserts the prefilled blunt syringe with various types of fake cum and special tingling lube.

At the end of the process, he finally goes down himself and inserts his dick inside of me and as he says it "takes the nice time to enjoy the "gangbang"" with the other "cum" inside me. He fucks me for about 10-12 minutes and then cums inside me. He likes to go last as he sees it a way to dominate and claim my ass. With the whole process however, my bf's cum is the only real one.

I have to say that this is a unique process we have developed as we are not a fully open couple that just takes all anon raw loads. At first, he was a little shy at it, but now he loves it as much as I do. We try to make this a special thing and do it about twice a month. It's both psychologically thrilling and safe for the both of us. He even wanted to try this himself with taking fake loads and ended up loving it.

It does get a little pricy with the amount of dildos and speciality lube, but it has to be one of the best sexual things that we have conceived of. It has allowed us to spice our relationship in so many ways.

I wanted to share this unique aspect of our sex life because we know that many people have a gangbang or taking loads fetish. If this helps, then that's great. LMK what you think and if this changes your perspective or something you want to do.