I need some help and support

I’m done, so freaking done. Now my dad is starting to take away my phone as if I am twelve thinking it will help me study. I am just done with being at home. All this is doing is making sure when and if I ever have a family of my own I will not contact him or my mother again. I am in a really tough place mentally right now and their saying I’m being lazy and insults do not help at all.

I am trying so hard to change my habits at home. Looking for jobs, applying to them. Weeding the garden on a daily basis, exercising. The moment I try to talk to my dad about prospective programs for the next semester in college he explodes saying I ain’t doing shit. I’ve started thinking why am I even alive at this point. Life only gets worst day by day. I fucking hate being twenty fucking one! I have zero support from any of my family members. Everyone wants to lecture me but refuses to see any changes I have made or small steps. They want a whole fucking different person in one night. I feel like I am banging my head repeatedly against the wall at this point.

What should I do if I am 21 and am not in the financial place to move out?