At this point, it feels like there's no happy ending in my future

No storybook romance, no one to care about me, and to now be honest, it even feels like no one who will even acknowledge me as a person with hopes and wants, sometimes.

And at that point like...

I don't know. If I don't have a happy ending, why even bother with the rest of this story? It would save everyone so much time and effort if I took things into my own hands and ended the story on my terms.