packing always seemed kind of silly to me

Like i get why other people might want to do it, but it's just not for me. Like it seems like something I would obviously dismiss as being ridiculous. But i thought, screw it. Why not give it a go for shits and giggles. So i rolled up a scooby doo washcloth and like... Jinkies yall. It literally feels like a part of my body. Like i can literally feel it. Like not feel it with my hand but feel it with my dick ghost ya know? Wtf. What am i supposed to do with that information?

Also i feel like everything like this that i do, i want a cis woman to do it along side me, as like a negative control...