I'm trying to no longer feel sorry / apologize for my illness.

Psychosis basically ruined my life last year. Fell ill from work and it just completely spiralled. Said weird, offensive crap to my co-workers. Was then overtaken by sleep deprivation, delusions, paranoia, hallucinations, all of it.

It's taken me a year now to slowly come to grips with the situation. I've come to accept that I probably need medication and that's okay. I spent a lot of time apologizing to my colleagues but now I feel like I'm done apologizing. I didn't do anything wrong. Shit happened, and I'm willing to fix it.

It is what it is. I'm tired.