My girlfriend has just broken up with me :)

Well I posted on here once before when I was more of a lesser confident person I made a post about a girl I met and was excited about 9 months later and 3 days before it would be us together for 9 months she has dumped me which is ok I cried like a baby and was so distraught on the day and I felt like shit, but now that I’ve talked to my friends about everything that’s happened I realised how badly she actually treated me and I’m almost happy we broke up even though I feel depressed and upset I am kind of happy because it made me realise how much awful things she actually said to me and how she never actually appreciated me, there is so many things I felt like I was the only problem in the relationship but actually it wasn’t me at all, I won’t say anything about it since I doubt anyone wants to hear all about it but it made me realise I don’t need her and I’m actually probably better off without her, the day after she even told me she fucked up and made a mistake and wants me back and I’m sorry but she can’t be ready to drop me like that and then get back with me so quickly, ok sorry I’ll stop rambling I could write pages but I just wanted a place to say all of this and I know you guys are nice and will be helpful and understanding :)