Keeping track and keeping the ball rolling

Do you keep track

Do you put others down? Do you believe that what you have to say holds any moral weight over others at all?

How are you able to distinguish? How are you able to keep track? How are you able to turn in your neighbor? How are you able to feel superior? How are you able to see wrong doing?

Because you are keeping track, you are forming connections and attachments to ideas of not just yourself (direct) but other people (indirect) .. being able to know something that will always be indirect to you, means that half of keeping track means asking for help from common, illusory, mainstream, and "ethics that are good enough to work on large scale". You're forming an idea of other people based off of largely surface level and ordinary ideas that do that person any good, which means our relationships are inherintly flawed if our getting to know someone means immediately making judgements based off of where we arbitrary place them in our archetypal ideas.The only way you are able to communicate at all with someone you have not grown around is because you are asking for help from constructs, language, and rules/boundaries that go without saying. And the whole reason they go without saying is because it is implied by our existence within society that we allow what is mainstream in society/culture to also hold weight inside of our own minds - it is the stripping away of our individuality, our losing touch with wha goes without thinking (intuition), the paving away of organic and unknown to just an external idea of an internal experience .. we are allowing what is external to us, what exists before our birth and after our death, to hold way too much influence and control over what is ours. So do you keep track? Why are you keeping track? So that you can keep help running a fake thing that is not you nor will it ever be you in the slightest? It's an illusory idea that we accept as 'reality' and we grow into believing that it goes without saying it's reality, forgetting that a good amount of these people who we mistakenly believe have lost touch with common ethics are in fact truly living higher and embody the real positive, good change we would like to see in the world but distance ourselves from out of our clinging to "mainstream" (illusory) ideas of complex issues.

Keeping track is like paying into a service that profits of of you, it's like believing that being a pawn in a much larger spiritual operation could possibly produce a higher conscious experience than what you are currently experiencing on an individual level. When you look down on others, turn in others, it means basing and resting your own security in the insecurity you seek in the world - and out of seeking for insecurity in the world you actively attempt to manifest it unconsciously. And if you believe there is something that will truly aid you in pushing yourself further ahead or upfront through manifesting or believing in what is beneath you, your life becomes implied by and exists only in counterpart with those who are "less". And in turn you start to unconsciously put yourself down because the large scale on-the-grid ways of keeping track and belieiving in order in society start to make you believe that you are doing wrong things, and you are capable of wrong, and you really, really, start to as well as seeking for wrong in the world start seeking for wrong in yourself, and in turn you bring it out. We are all slaves out of our attachment to ideas in our heads of things beneath and above us.