Everyone leaves, I must be the issue.

22F, I’ve had about 3 bestfriends in my life time and all have left, as well as other friends, boyfriends.

My first bestfriend I had from first school - start of uni, we grew apart because she started to prioritise her boyfriend. It was either me, her and him or nothing (I was always 3rd wheel), I could tell he wanted her all to himself.

My 2nd bestfriend I had from start of high school-age 20, she ended up leaving because she gained a bit of popularity and social media presence and decided I was “too negative”, despite supporting her mental illness and outbursts for years.

3rd was throughout uni and we just drifted apart since we finished and got jobs.

Other friends/friend groups have stopped bothering with me. My 2 relationships only lasted 9 months each. I’m currently with my boyfriend of 4 months and terrified he’ll leave too as no one has been consistent in my life.