birth control is hell.

quick rant.

im getting very very tired of being on the pill. its my first month back on it after a bad experience with a different type of pill, and i’ve been so. hormonal. all over the place. slightly demonic.

you know those super sad commercials asking for donations for endangered animals? i had a meltdown over polar bears. and i just got done crying while going to the bathroom because my boyfriend isn’t around to give me a hug.

im also on my period which i’m still confused as to whether or not it should even be called a period, and im fighting a nasty uti.

i don’t care to be on the pill to regulate my periods anymore, but now i don’t want to get pregnant but i don’t feel like shoving a ring in my vagina or getting a piece of plastic/metal in my cervix or a shot patch whatever. im very sensitive to side effects and im not in the mood to gain even MORE weight while also having major headaches and nausea.

that’s all.