More visions

So I've been doing meditation and meditating on freyja for a while now and all of a sudden it got real warm and it felt like I got lifted into the air and and I found my self I what appeared to be just a black void and I called out to see if anyone was there and all of a sudden a owl flew directly at my face but vanished before it hit me then all of a sudden the black void had turned into a giant green field covered in white flowers and in the distance there was tall snowy mountains and then I heard a soft a sweet sounding voice behind me saying hello I turn around and it was freyja which is the main God I work with then I was took to a cave a was disected like my insides where torn out and put back in my body it all just feels weird and was wondering if anyone has experienced this or possibly help explain what's was going on cause I can't find anything on it