26 M4f [London/Oxford, UK] - You'll think I'm a gentleman all evening. The sort of guy you could really fall for. A man who'll walk you home and kiss you deep, and leave your heart racing for next time. You'd never imagine I could drag you inside, and shatter your world forever...

Imagine the perfect date. The sort of date where you lose track of time – where you’re the last couple left in the restaurant, and the staff have to ask you to leave. Every word is electric, and by the time you step outside you’re already feeling lightheaded.

“Walk me home?” you ask. He grins, taking you by the arm, and you feel that rush again. It’s been a long time since you’ve felt this way. You’ve been on dates, sure, but you've not connected with someone like this for months - years maybe. You lean your head on his shoulder as the two of you walk back, and imagine how warm his hands would feel. You imagine the scrape of his stubble on your skin, the smell as he kisses your neck.

All too soon, the two of you are outside your door. You turn to look up at him, your fingers twining with his.

"I had a really great night." You say, brushing his arm.

He smiles, glancing at your mouth, and your heart skips a beat. Then he's kissing you, and suddenly it feels like the whole world’s dropping away. You moan into his lips, and for a moment you forget how to breathe.

You’re almost tempted to invite him inside, to forget everything and just melt into his arms. For a second you nearly give in – but no. You’re not the sort of girl who does that. Not on the first date. Not even for a guy like him.

“We should do this again some time,” you say, pulling away.

You’re about to say something more, but before you can open your mouth, he presses closer. You stumble, confused, and suddenly your front door is swinging open behind you. With a cry you’re falling backwards, arms flailing, and the whole world drops away. Then he grabs you and drags you backwards into the hallway. There’s a slam as he shuts the door. You turn, confused, and suddenly he’s pressing you against the wall.

“Wh-what are you doing?” you gasp.

This time, his smile isn’t pleasant. Your heart pounds and you try to pull away – but he’s too strong. Then his hands are on you, pawing at your skirt, grabbing you hard by the throat. You whimper as he forces you to the ground. His hands don’t feel anything like you imagined. They don’t feel soft.

“No!” you cry out, as stubble scrapes your chin, rough and hard and caustic. “No, please! Don’t!”

He only chuckles.

Those are just the words he’s been waiting for.

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That should give you a little taste of some of the things I'm into when it comes to kink. If you enjoyed reading or want to explore further, feel free to drop me a message. I'm open to talking to anyone - though ideally I'd like to talk to someone in the UK. Generally when it comes to kink I'm big into bondage, mindgames, sadism, and CnC (if you hadn't guessed!) - though I'm willing to try pretty much anything once. My favourite scenes are largely centered round the moment when a dream twists into a nightmare. There's something so thrilling about taking a perfect, trusting moment and twisting it into something dark and terrifying. The virgin is raped by her dream boy. The princess is rescued from the monster, only to learn that the prince is so much worse. Anything along those lines.

I'd be open to something long-term or short-term, depending on how we get on. My work takes me between Oxford and London pretty regularly (at least it used to before the pandemic!), and I'm willing to travel a little further afield for the right person. Whatever the case, we'll need to get to know each other well before we meet up. I'm pretty serious about safety, and won't compromise on it.

I think above all, what I value most is emotional intelligence and clear communication - in both casual and serious relationships. For me, kink is very much rooted in genuine connections and trust, as well as sexual attraction. I range from sweet and caring to deeply, gleefully cruel, and ideally I'd be looking for someone who has a complementary range. Someone who enjoys that dark side of kink, as well as understanding the importance of empathy, communication and mutual understanding. If you're into books, games, or theatre that's also a bonus.

Finally, since safety is important on the internet, I'm also happy to put you in touch with partners who can verify that I'm charming, talented, and most importantly not-a-murderer :)