I have a confession to make.

Hey RR, hope you all are doing well.

I just want to let something out, I don't even know if it can be considered as a lie or not.

But previously I made a post previously about how I found my community since I am a male who enjoys being feminine and doing activities that have a female label to them like cooking, sewing, or cleaning, and that I would love to be this sort of partner for somebody in my life hence my love for this sub-reddit and the dynamic of role-reversal.

But deeper than that, I'm starting to believe that the main reason I am doing this is so I can be give love/be affectionate to someone without feeling guilty or being seen weird about it, or even receiving it since well stereotypically guys should give love and girls should receive it.

Like I don't know if I am into rolereversal or not or just doing it for the sake of receiving love or being able to give it without being unusual and seen as an embarrassment to others.

It does sound like I am giving too much weight on the opinion of other people, but I am getting better at reducing it, but more importantly this is just me letting out my feelings and wanting to hear what you all think about it.

Like the simple fact of me receiving love, or giving it feels so foreign to me that I feel like an outcast and believe this is my safe space now, and not trying to shame other sub-reddits, but I have made posts similar to these topics only for them to be removed for not fitting in the rules of the sub-reddit, so that really starting bothering me since i could get no advice whatsoever.

Thanks for reading, take care, bye.