So I heard an Eminem song...

I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure even though I hold the weight of my whole team on my shoulders I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it Even if it means to go toe-to-toe with Fiora it don't matter I'd never drag my team in battles I can't handle unless I absolutely have to I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the carry my crew works for me to guide 'em if the teamfight ever just pop of I'm supposed to be beside them Now the other team shit I tried to squash them, but it was too late to stomp 'em There's a certain feed you just don't cross and they crossed it I heard my team say 1v1 in chat and I just lost it It was crazy, this shit was beyond some Vayne and Riven shit, And even though the battle was won I feel like we lost it I spent too much mana on it, honestly I'm exhausted And I just got caught and feel my team's the ones who caused it This ain't what I'm in LoL for, it's not why I've gotten it It was never my object for someone to get killed Why would I wanna destroy something I helped build? It wasn't my intention, my intentions were good I went through all the ranked games without mentioning it Now it's just out of respect, for not getting banned And talkin' about something the tribunal should look out Plus Ez told me to stay out, it just wasn't my beef So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth While he's all over reddit, downvoting the man who litteraly saved my life, Like fuck it I understand this is business, and this shit is just none of my business Let's do no one this shit could pop off at any minute 'cause step by step, lane to lane, minion, kill, minion we all fall down like toy soldiers beat heartbeat, torn apart, we never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers