Can't bottle it up anymore.

Well first off im 16. Yea i know a stupid kid on reddit. My life has been pretty hard financial and mental wise. Around age 8 i took the responsibility of being the man of the house. My dad got a bone infection in his left leg and right foot. they amputated half of his right foot and below the knee on the left. So my moms been the bread winner since. His diabetes has gotten worse and is blind now and on dialysis. My mom stresses over money everyday. I also just recently got dumped. I got my first girlfriend when i was 15. we were in a long distance relationship for the whole 9 months.First kiss & everything. 2 months ago she dumped me for no apparent reason. i gave her my all. My mom needed a new car and got one passed down the old one to me. the tags are expired and im home schooled to help my dad when he needs it. making his breakfast and lunch. etc. we dont have the money to get tags and the whole reason im mentioning the car is because i was supposed to start driving my dad around to dr. and so on and so forth. Its just frustrating. the car was also a ticket to getting out when i desired. im home A LOT. im sorry for such a long post. ive been lonely and sad recently. Its hard to play this role for so long. Thanks for listening.