I desperately need someone to save me right now.

My boyfriend just texted me saying he can't trust me anymore (because a friend told him complete bullshit about me that he now believes) and made it quite obvious that he was going to break up with me. So I (20) rang him and we talked for an hour and he didn't change his mind.

He says he never wants to talk to me or see me again. Thing is, I moved to England for him a year ago and now got a job because he asked me to stay. I'm starting this job in a week and even if I wanted to go back home to Germany I couldn't because my mum wouldn't let me move back in.

This probably doesn't sound too bad but I've only just started feeling better and this has sent me into the deepest hole I have been in in ages. I don't know what to do. I'm just crying and don't want to live without him. Saying that, yes, I do have suicide thoughts and I'm really scared.

Please, someone, do something !