I don't know who out there is going to believe me, but god speaks to me through math and numbers

I'd hope I'm not the only one. It's strange to describe, but in a world that has numbers in plain sight.. I probably just read into it too much. But Galileo said "mathematics is the language with which God has written the universe". I really can't be the only one

EDIT: ok I'm at my computer, I'll answer anything you ask as best I can.

EDIT 2: I need to sleep, I'll be back tomorrow to answer any unresolved questions you have, and to continue my story.

EDIT 3: I'm back, and it seems some of you were concerned with my mental health. If you really must know, I have seen a pschologist. A few months before I posted here actually. I'm fine and of sound mind. I did live with a bunch of drug users, yes, but that does not mean I did those drugs. I pity those who are less fortunate, and a lot of them are in that situation because life just sucks for some people and that is their way of coping. I don't know a single person like myself who helps others like I do. I know OF people like me, but I would never dare compare myself to them. I did not attempt suicide, though I thought about it heavily, my mind has since changed. God has used numbers to communicate to me, but I do not concider myself a genius based on that.