After 45 days porn free and 91 days of nofap, I stumbled

I'm away from my girlfriend on a business trip to a major European city. I got harassed by a prostitute on the way home to my hotel. She was really insistent. I said no, but I literally had to unclasp her hands from around me, and tell her no.

Honestly, I found her attractive, and I was really tempted, more than I've ever been.

I've never been with a prostitute, and I don't want to. I said no and I went alone to my hotel room.

I turn on the hotel television, and there was hardcore porn on (welcome to mainland Europe). I switched over as soon as it came on, but somehow I knew that I would go back to it... I cycled through all the channels and came back to the porn. Then next thing I had incognito mode on chrome and was back to the bad old sites.

Anyway, I'm writing this out to remind myself that just because I slipped up, doesn't mean I should give up and go back to the bad ways.

Frustrating that this urge to watch porn is still so close to the surface...