Dear Best friend,

I have been told that you make a descision to fall in love. I've got to be honest; I am assuming that's bullshit. Until you, I never told anyone that I loved them. I never thought, 'wow, I really love them.'

You pushed me, asking me to say it. To keep reaffirming my love. I hate that you are so affectionate... especially since you really do only think of my as a friend.

I am not sure how I friendship will proceed, but I have something that I don't want to tell you.

I love you.