How marijuana helped me recently.

Weed helped me learn more about myself recently.

I'm an aspiring musician, and if I'm to believe what everyone has always told me, I'm pretty good, and I've been writing a lot lately. However, I've always mostly stuck to my comfort zone, meaning I haven't gone out and played bars or whatever. This is an issue in my life, cause I want to develop a career, but I'm just never confident enough.

Confidence. That's what I realized I don't have.

Anyways, I've never liked rap/hip hop, but I found myself watching nicki minaj videos yesterday, and being high as a kite, I realized something. Confidence is absolutely essential to hip hop. Maybe that's why it never resonated with me. I always thought rap was really arrogant sounding music.

Anyways, watching nicki workin it made me realize how important confidence is, and now I finally understand what the root of many of my problems is.

So now I'm trying to figure out how to get more confident in myself.

Ents, sometimes you're your own worst enemy. Smoke weed erry day and don't be afraid to admit if you got a problem.