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I have been depressed a good portion of my life now.. I have learned to hide it from friends and other people with a stupid grin and a light hearted behavior.. unless you truly ask me I won't talk about it that is until I met the love of my life I shared everything with her and she shared everything with me in a way we had saved each other but our relationship has turned unhealthy and we have been unable to see each other for a while now and I am becoming physically sick from it ... I have gone to such drastic measures as carving her name into my chest