Whatever

I've been posting a lot in this subreddit recently. I'm just a stupid lonely teenager who will never find love. Posting here doesn't help. Nothing fucking helps. R/depression does help me though. It makes me realize I'm not the only one feeling like this. I just don't wanna do anything anymore. I wanna sit in my room and play minecraft and listen to depressing music all day feeling sorry for myself. It's quite pathetic. I'm pathetic. I just want prince charming or whatever to come rescue me and dig me out of this hole of shit called life. I know I'm not even making sense. Who cares, no one is gonna fucking read this anyway. I'm a waste of life. I don't care though. I'm just gonna spend my night on my iPod like the useless shit I am. Whatever life, you fucking win. You win. You've broke me down to nothing. I'm done trying to feel better. I'm done trying to find worth in this world. Fuck you life. But I'm not allowed to feel like this. I'm only a fucking 15 year old. I can't have real problems cause I haven't seen the world yet. Well guess what. I don't fucking care anymore. You win life, congrats.