Its coming back, aka fuck job hunting.

I thought I beat my depression about a year ago, but now its back. And the anxiety too. Reason? Unemployed and desperately need a job. Freelance photography isn't yielding me enough pay to pay for my bills, so I am searching for a new job. 20+ applications later and ive only been called in for one interview where I wasn't qualified enough for it. Im tired of searching. The search gives me anxiety and makes my depression come back because I cant find shit out there... ugh fuck